Ketika aku lupa cara mencintaimu

Hidup udah 28+ tahun di bumi.

25 tahun nyicipin dunia pendidikan, dari yang buta baca tulis, sampai eneg ngeliat tulisan di diktat-diktat kuliah.

Udah pernah ngerasain merit; walau masih lebih tua umurnya Muy, udah punya ratu kecil yang aktif kaya kelinci Energizer.

Udah ngerasain status jomblo; walau baru 6 bulan. *curhat

Trus hari ini, lupa gimana caranya bilang ‘hai, aku suka kamu’; ‘dear, may I say I like you’ dkk nya!!

Dia bukan makhluk alien dari galaksi antah berantah atau pangeran berkuda hitam kaya impian cewek-cewek dibelahan dunia manapun.

Dia cuma teman biasa, teman yang dulu cuma aku kenal sebatas wajah dan nama. Ya, tapi siapa sangka justru menyampaikan perasaan ke manusia jenis ini, justru jadi hal yang luar biasa sulit. Entah karena takut ini cuma euforia sesaat, atau perasaan yang berlebihan, atau trauma dari masa lalu, entahlah.

Jadi kamu, iya kamu! Yang betah sekali ngajakin makan malam, terimakasih sudah hadir sekarang. Aku gak bisa jujur perasaanku ke kamu; Bear, tapi terimakasih untuk perhatianmu, terimakasih untuk sikap baikmu (jujur, ini pertama kalinya ada laki-laki yang memperlakukan aku bgitu sopan), terimakasih.

Aku takut berharap jauh, atau bermimpi terlalu tinggi, tapi semoga kamu tau, semoga…..

Repost : Mews: Christmas Guide for Catlovers and Owners Part 2

Hi everyone, Due to popular demand here is part 2 of our Christmas gift guide! This time we have made the effort to find more international and US items based on feedback from readers. There are of course still plenty of UK ones as well. 😀 In the first section we will cover the gifts […]

“Final Masquerade”

Tearing me apart
With words you wouldn’t say
Suddenly tomorrow’s
Moment washed away
Cause I don’t have a reason
And you don’t have the time
We both keep on waiting
For something we won’t find

The light on the horizon
Was brighter yesterday
Shadows floating over
Skies begin to fade
You said it was forever
But then it slipped away
Standing at the end of
The final masquerade

All I ever wanted
Secrets that you keep
All you ever wanted
The truth I couldn’t speak
Cause I can’t see forgiveness
And you can’t see the crime
And we both keep on waiting
For what we left behind

The light on the horizon
Was brighter yesterday
Shadows floating over
Skies begin to fade
You said it was forever
But then it slipped away
Standing at the end of
The final masquerade

Final masquerade
Standing at the end of the final masquerade

Final Masquerade | Linkin Park (The Hunting Party 2014)

The “Bond”

Sometimes in life, there really are bonds formed that can never be broken

Sometimes, you really can find that one person who will stand by you, no matter what

Maybe, you’ll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding

But there’s also the chance, that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself, is the same person who’s been standing beside you all along

– Marion St. Claire | Bride Wars

Mews: This Kitten’s Mom Rejected Her. What Happened After She met This Golden Retriever is just amazing

Repost : This Kitten’s Mom Rejected Her. What Happened After She met This Golden Retriever is just amazing


Hi everyone,

We found this amazing and heart warming story the other day and just had to share it with you all.

What happened after this cat met a Golden Retriever stole the heart of the online community! And it is a brilliant proof of how cats and dogs don’t have to be enemies 😉


Ichimi the kitten was rejected by her own mother. Lost and alone, Ichimi had a slim chance of survival on her own. Luckily, the orphaned kitten was rescued into a loving family.




Ichimi’s new family has fostered many homeless kittens, so Ichimi’s arrival at their home was accepted by all of the other pets in the family. But the moment Ponzu the Golden Retriever saw Ichimi, he instantly fell in love and started caring for her.


Naturally nurturing, Ponzu has fostered little kittens and seems to have a soft spot for the little needy ones. After losing…

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Foods to avoid for 12-24 months

My sweet little baby, Nabila, she’s turned on her 1st year on October 9, 2014. It makes me learn more, about her food, her milestones, her development process and his health condition. On of my favorite source, my trustful source about baby/toddler development was Baby Center. In this website, I found information what food to avoid for baby around 12-24 months old.

  • Low Fat Milk

Since baby/young toddler need fat and calories for their growth, avoid giving them low-fat milk. From the name, you can describe this type of milk contained low fat, which not suitable for you baby/young toddler needed. Once they turns 2, you can giving low-fat milk to fulfill their nutrient needed.

  • Choking Food

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  1. Large Chunks. A food with size larger than a pea can easily stuck in your baby’s throat. If you want to offer them vegetables like carrot, green beans and celery, it should be diced/shredded/cut up and cooked well. For fruits, like grapes, cherry tomatoes or melons, cut into quarters before serving them. And if you want to offer meats or cheeses, cut it into very small pieces.
  2. Small and hard food. Nuts, hard candies and popcorn have big potential choking hazards.
  3. Soft and sticky food. Avoid offer your baby chewing gum and soft foods like marshmallows, jelly or gummy candies. It might ended up stuck in your child’s throat.
  4. Peanut butter. Peanut or nut butter hard to swallow in your baby mouth. If you still want to offer it, spread it thinly on bread or crackers, for easily, blended it with applesauce first.

An easy way to prevent your baby from chocking; not letting your baby eat in the car, especially while you’re driving because it hard to supervised them.

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